I dug through a graveyard of empty bottles and missing pieces
Searching for redemption in dirt and debris to find the reason
Everything is awful but it’s only in my brain
The vodka must be broken because I don’t feel anything
My mind is playing tricks again
And only you can fix this
You don’t answer when I call at night
I forgot how much I miss this
I’ve been crying wolf so long it’s hard to believe me any more
I’ve been dying for you but you were never mine so goodnight and never mind
You were never mine so goodnight and never mind
Flipping through old pages of lyrics I wrote to find the answers
Locked myself away in hotel rooms while I’m on tour in Paris
You’re stuck in the moment while I’m stuck on yesterday
I’d give you forever but you’d give it all away
I came home to a Dear John note
Saying you lost hope and I’m never gonna get you back
You said goodbye in the nick of time
Told me, “Don’t ask why but you’re never gonna get me back”